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| i got into a car accident the other day. my car is totalled, probably.
luckily, i'm fine.
i think that God was stopping me from making the biggest mistake i'd have ever made. through this, i've learned many valuable lessons. lessons like: don't drive quickly when it's raining, pay attention to the road no matter what's going on in your head, and, most importantly, live every day fully and without regret. i've also learned that mishawaka has incredibly attractive police officers. that was just a bonus, though.
but seriously, i don't say this enough, but i love you. all. so very, very much.
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| Here's where I update you on my life:
1) I just made a variation of steak fajitas and they are delicious. The "variation" is that I used black beans and corn instead of peppers and onions (because peppers and onions are gross). I wish I could feed the world with this heavenly dish.
2) Nathan is moving to Cyprus. In case you don't know where that is, it's an island in the Mediterranean that lies above Egypt. Yeah...that's far away.
2b) I'm 97% sure that I'm flying out there in May/June to live for a while.
2c) The 3% I'm lacking involves these things:
a) No job while I'm there
b) No money
2d) These things are fairly easy to obtain.
3) Classes are, in no better terms, making me their bitch this semester. I have a feeling next semester won't be any different.
4) Work is tag-teaming with my classes.
5) My "love" life is super frustrating and nearly non-existent, which I think is a great thing right now. However, it would just be nice to have someone love me and to love them back.
That pretty much sums things up.
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| the school nurse believes that i am severely depressed. she suggested counseling and had me fill out a form to schedule a meeting. but really, i don't want to meet with a counselor. i don't want these people to "fix" me because, frankly, i don't think i'm broken.
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| i nearly passed out five minutes ago. note to ex boyfriends that still talk to their recently ex-ed girlfriends: don't joke around by saying that you have to watch your new girlfriend cheer at a high school football game. not classy.
conclusion: i'm not over it.
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| my life is taking one weird turn after the other. i talked to nick to figure out what happened between us. i needed closure. i have it now. i go to the dentist tomorrow morning to have three teeth pulled (2 molars and one wisdom). i'm really, really scared. hopefully by being so scared i can freak myself into thinking that it's going to hurt a lot worse than it actually is, and then when i'm in pain i can say, "oh, that wasn't so bad." let's hope it happens that way. my posts are always pretty much about me. i feel bad that people have to read word after word about what i think or how i'm feeling, but it is so cathartic. therefore, i will continue to write about myself. sorry. ps. listen to antony and the johnsons. you might be weirded out, but you won't be disappointed. | | |
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